Thursday, February 14, 2019

Help

In these struggles, I search for resolve
I've searched for a reprieve
For some key to these repeats
More so for just a seam

Some people doubt my pain
That rages inside my head
Yet I have wars I wage daily
If only they could feel them instead

No, that's not the answer
I just wish myself no more
No more internal torture
I'm clawing from behind mind's door

Trapped like a rat in a cage
Watching as they roll on by
Unblinking and unsympathetic
They watch my silent cry

As I battle yet again
My light may save me yet
But for now I am screaming
To be let out of my head

In agony I am failing
Looking to Him to survive
Because earthly hands are absent
And I don't want to take my life

Allow for me a breath
Just one single break from Hell
That's made its way to Earth
And now becomes my cell

Sunday, February 10, 2019

Unworthy

In my heart I know it's true
That all my pain and struggles lie with You
You never did condemn me
Never did forsake me
You simply took my heart in
Rid me of all my stress and all my sin
You washed it all away
You showed me a brand new day

And You, caused me to sing into the night
And You, allowed me to see all of the light
You have for me
You set me free
And You, put a new life in me
And You, gave me new eyes to see
Your full glory
And I am unworthy