Monday, December 31, 2012


Upon this ending
Comes beginning
This year is past
To bring the new forth
I find what I praise
Also what I curse
Hoping for the future
Forgetting what's gone
This year will be better
Due to my drive
I only hope yours
To be as grand as mine

Sunday, December 30, 2012


Despite death's stares
In attempt to intimidate
Look fiercely past
Create your own story
Your life is your own
Your body is a canvas
Your abilities, unlimited
The world is a playground
Live without pause
Like there are no seconds
Treasure each moment
As if it was a first
And death will surely
Be at his nerve's ends

Saturday, December 29, 2012


I fear you are perfect 
In every and anything you do
Though I wish for your demise
To prove the opposite
I do not want perfection
Flaws are needed and healthy
That kind of high stringing
Is impossible to maintain
So as with the only day
I will ever ask you to fail
I hope today is that day
Where you may come down to earth


Long and winding
These roads travelled
Impatient and eager
I was in my journey
Trying and tough
The hours to arrive
Satisfying and fulfilled
My final destination

Thursday, December 27, 2012


Please reconsider
I beg for my life now
As I once begged for yours
While you fell so far
I wish things were different
But alas they are not
You are troubled
Not wanting to be saved
Though you must realize
My stature on this situation
As I saw a drowning soul
And jumped into action
Please do not take from me
What I have returned to you
As I beg you please
Please reconsider

Wednesday, December 26, 2012


You fire upon me
In this battle of words
With a one-sided field
Heavily in your favor
I laugh at the pain
The agony you must feel
To put another through
Your most torturous emotions
I pity you overall
Your selfish words
Your evil behavior
Handled with no remorse
Promptly I will turn away
For I have no return
As I pray for your soul
And its release from Hell

Tuesday, December 25, 2012


I wake up in the morning
I wipe my eyes
To see a white morning
And the smiles of my family
They surround me
Presents in hand
Apparently for me
As I gasp at this discovery
I exclaim excitement
As I jump to my feet
Quickly grasping at a present
To have it released to my custody
My family laughs at my joy
Those that I ignore
As I find what I've wanted
With the best Christmas to date
Santa had come
To the best kid in town
As I send hugs around
To be released to play


Sugar and spice
Just some of the recipe
That makes you
Exactly perfect for me
Though today you change
A turn for the worst
I only hope you change
Without me saying something first
For if I do
It will not be good
I would leave entirely
As fast as one man could

Sunday, December 23, 2012


Tears well up
In my blue eyes
As I prepare to leave
And say my good byes
So much unertainty
Things unknown ahead
So many things
I left unsaid
No exact idea
When the next time will be
The only thing I know
I can't wait to be free

Saturday, December 22, 2012


Let me see inside
Deep inside your soul
To your inner most workings
And darkest of thoughts
I will not judge you
Nor hold you accountable
I will simply absorb these notions
And play on what's to come
I believe you are perfect
Not in the sense of the Lord
Though I do believe you are
Perfect for me

Friday, December 21, 2012


The anticipation mounts
As the colorful wrapping approaches
With the wonderance
Of what could be underneath
I shake it
I jostle it
But no clues
Were given there
So now I rip away
Tearing at this disguise
That covers my gift
My sole possession
To reveal what I've wanted
As I jump for joy

Thursday, December 20, 2012


I am an everlasting fire
Filled with pride
Belief in myself
With nothing to hide
I do not shy away
Nor do I scare off easy
This is not just for you
And I don't mean to be cheesy
I can give you everything
Anything you desire
So long as your with me
Come join me in this fire

Wednesday, December 19, 2012


I see you holding the door
Picking up what's been lost
Donating to the homeless
Creating an anonymous hero
You have not been asked
You were never paid
You did not ask for return
Nor do you expect any
You are the unsung hero
That people do not see
Though today you are recognized
Forever immortalized

Tuesday, December 18, 2012


Tenderness is absent
As my heart hardens
You have ruined me
For future acquaintances
I will never get close
Never let my guard down
Now that you were here
And destroyed my trust
So keep clear of me
To allow my trust to rebuild
For people to come
To draw close to me again
Maybe allowing my heart
To soften once more


I scream hideously
For a release from this
This torturous nightmare
From your nightmare
You've drug me through mud
Slammed me into black brick
Your foot on my throat
Knee on my head
Though the day has come devil
For me to regain myself
So in light of our state
I damn you to hell

Sunday, December 16, 2012


These rocks
This sand
Leaves no want
This is my land
This beach
The ocean
I'll sit here daily
Watching easy motion
Living here
No greater life
Helping still
As you're my wife
I will kick back
And relax here
Time to enjoy life
With you, my dear

Saturday, December 15, 2012


You doubt my options
You question my opinions
You argue my decisions
You anger at my actions
I try to calm you
I try to reason with you
I try to make you happy
I try to be with you
But you push me away
You stand off with me
Keeping me at a distance
Trying to stay yourself
Please allow me in
Allow me to be yours
Let me be your man
Let me own your heart
I want you in my life
I want you in this moment
I am glad you were here yesterday
Now I hope for tomorrow

Friday, December 14, 2012


What is it
That causes
To be personified
In people
So hideously evil
They create
Chaos through rage
I anger
At the thought
Of these creatures
Displaying evil
I will go
March against them
Stand in their path
And turn them away

Thursday, December 13, 2012


I love you with passion
Unsung by any other
With the fires of the sun
And the depths of the ocean
It cannot be shaken
Cannot be disestablished
For my heart is yours now
Never to be retaken

Wednesday, December 12, 2012


This moment is perfect
Your intolerance and deception
Karma led you to this moment
Where we know you need it
You hang there gingerly
Clinging to life desperately
Yet your cries fall short
Idly on deaf ears
You have not earned a chance
Another at least with us
Because never have you helped
Or rolled your sleeves for us
Ill behavior and manners
Point to the latter option
I should let you drop to death
The more satisfying option
But who am I to toy with life
As I extend my hand
So you must latch on
Before I change my mind
And send you falling
Down into the pit

Tuesday, December 11, 2012


I look into the skies
To see the anger
The rage possessed
By our almighty Gods
Wrath, destruction, tyranny
All powered by the fear
Of our Almighty One
Of the the mortal deity
He has surfaced now
Shown his face to the Gods
As they now stand weak-kneed
Unprepared for our storm
A revolution of the mortals
Brought forth to the heavens
To overthrow this corruption
And do away with betrayal
So this question is asked
How does it feel, Gods?
To be the little man
Under the foot of a power

Monday, December 10, 2012


I cannot bear this
I am not as happy
Nor will I be able to be
With our situation
You are my girlfriend
And I can't stand it
So to change our situation
You must marry me
I need this commitment
And your love in my life
So take this ring now
And keep it forever

Sunday, December 9, 2012


You leave me wondering
Where you are right now
Where you could be
Where you want to be
I am here waiting
Patiently, politely
Waiting on your smile
Waiting on your presence
But this gut feeling
The instincts within me
Shout foul ground is marked
My happy plains broken
You left me waiting
Still yearning for you
Hoping for a next time
Knowing there won't be

Saturday, December 8, 2012


Let me breathe
Let me breathe
You weigh me down
Keeping me from life
I cannot breathe
I cannot breathe
You are my parasite
Cutting in with a knife
I can now see
I can now see
How blind I have been
All this time
I wish I knew
I wish I knew
That I smothered myself
Now, you are not mine

Friday, December 7, 2012


You leave today
Leaving me empty
No heart to fill
Nobody to hold
Though I realize now
That love is present
More than ever
My heart is not cold
You have tamed a beast
One so unwilling
That you have me puzzled
On a leash if you will
To discover myself
With you at the helm
Now I see into the future
With a whole heart to fill

Thursday, December 6, 2012


Man's best friend
Loyal 'til death
Always good to friends
Guarding against foes
This creature stands firm
For what it knows
What it has been trained for
And for what it feels
It knows friendship
Loyalty and trust
Keep this friend close
Until death do you part
For you'll never know
A more reliable being
Than this four-legged friend
That stands readily by

Wednesday, December 5, 2012


Pitter patter
Tat a tat tat
The tin roof sings
As the sky pours
Listening in wonder
To nature's elegance
Brings a satisfied smile
To my weather beaten face
This barn roof
Does wonders
In keeping me home
And keeping me calm
So thank you
For this love combo
That I may enjoy
Of the roof and rain

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


Too long it seems
Since these familiar faces
Smiled upon me
With happiness and wonder
I have returned changed
A different man
Due to the time past
And the wonders seen
Though on this day
The greatest moment
Is the moment I arrive
Here on this doorstep
I am home finally
Once more happy
So thank you
As I sleep with a smile

Monday, December 3, 2012


Though I hold you
You are not here
Off in a distant place
With someone else
I feel your treachery
Growing more apparent
As I weep inside
In hope for your return
Though I know you are lost
Forgotten for good
As I hope to be released
To hold another one day


The tones ring true
Bringing a smile
Sincere as my love
For this music style
A steady beat
With meaningful words
As I tap my feet
Singing with the birds
Country music fills the air
In this country town
And I must admit
Ain't no better sound

Saturday, December 1, 2012


So foreign is this place
Right next door all along
Yet I find it so different
A land untraveled
Let me set out today
On a long journey
Through these lands
In hopes of a discovery
A discovery of the ages
New habitable lands
New people to meet
And a place to start a life
So let me search now
For the final destination
With the ones I love
In this land so foreign